Wednesday, 19 February 2014

Dad I would never have

When everyones celebrating father's day.
I just asking to my God, where did mine?

When the other little girls holding their father's hand. I keep asking on my mind, why I don't have any hand can hold on?
I envy them. I want to feel daddy's love. I want to live their life.
I Miss to be loved by a daddy. Real one.

Why I must live this life by standing in my foot?
Can I lean on to someone, the one that usually called "DADDY"

Why they can have you, but I can't ?
What's wrong with me? Don't I deserve to feel your help too? your love? your touch?

 Don't you know dad? I hope I never met you. So I don't know how you look like, So I can't miss you.

In front of people I act like I don't care about you, but now I wish I can have you like them .
Why are they so selfish, keep you far away from me?

In the deep of my heart, I shout loudly that I miss you, 
But in front of others, I act like I don't care. Cause I know, you're dad I never have :)
Nc.